Is it a sickness or something else?-- (MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF SOMETHING COMMON)

Have you ever thought so much about some thing and analyzed it so deeply
That by thinking and coming across the various conclusions
An idea slips into your mind that makes you think even more and so, on and on
Till it starts taking a toll on you physically and you feel so horrible inside

Your hair starts tingling at the back of your neck, your fingers tremble
You sweat in an A/c room
You cant see clearly, you feel as if your head is about to explode and you might faint

But this should only happen in situations when you think you did something wrong
Or your judgment was wrong and you start realizing somethings but you can't believe it . You get to know things you never wanted to know

After all thought, something still remains incomplete

Probably I'm just a sick or a confused person who is confusing himself even more
Like everyone says - probably psych or mad

But there has to be a reason to this behavior--
I cannot afford a psychiatrist - so I have a blog
That's one sign of me being mad, 'coz I would never do such a thing

It could also be simple - like my friends say
I am a person who thinks too much and has not matured like the people around me
And I'm really a fool who's driving himself mad for no reason
When he can just enjoy and have fun


But it also could be that others don't want to think
Or are such cowards or dishonest and cannot show their real self to anyone
Not even themselves
They are afraid they will not be liked, They need to keep a personality to cover themselves than discuss things that will make them sound like a maniac
Or they want to conform. They don't want to get confused
"What they have learnt is what is right and that's it "

Maybe they don't want to think- 'coz they dread
"What they'll start to realize is what they never wanted to"
It cold be painful and hurting. They cannot stand the pressure.
Ignorance is bliss

They say ' If everyone around is like that, then be like that'
If you are like an open book, if you are honest
And if you wear your life on your sleeve you eat shit and die or maybe even worse

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